I’ll be the first to admit that I experience rough patches way too frequently. I’d love to blame them on actual problems…I have a few, sure….but mostly it’s just me being anxious about everything. What I love about life is that the tiniest things, the simplest everyday moments, can turn a crappy situation around. Here are some that truly make me happy.
I can’t get enough of the way Artie prances, and his shadow is one of my favorite things to snap photos of.
A lovely, slightly chilled breeze as I sit on the porch reading.
On a boring, lazy, quiet Friday night in (yes, another night in for me), I really miss college. Yes, I still miss it…even after all this time. The real world has not matched the wonderful world of King’s yet. I’m sure it will exceed it soon enough…but ‘til then, it’s nice to remember…
There’s too many to go through…looking at these makes me really sad.
A couple of weeks ago, I bought a new pair of jeans from TJ Maxx. I have gotten quite a few pairs of skinny jeans from that store for great sale prices. My latest only set me back 15 bucks. I guess you could technically call them “jeggings” if you’re into that sorta thing, though they have a zipper and button, belt loops, and pockets.
I was putting off wearing them for who knows what reason, but I ended up wearing them the entire weekend. When I met my friends at the movies, one of them asked if I had painted them on that morning. I must admit, it secretly delighted me. I have this obsession with extremely tight skinny jeans. I am always on the lookout for super skinny jeans that are comfortable on the hips while still being perfectly tight on my skinny legs. These have made me happy. But I’ll always be looking for more…
A week or so ago, I complained that I wouldn’t be able to see a couple of films recently released because they didn’t come to my hometown. Well, I got to see 500 Days of Summer last Friday. I thoroughly enjoyed it.
I read on someone’s blog that they expected to love it and they didn’t. You’ll have that, of course. But I can’t help but think that the only reason why is because it isn’t your typical Romantic Comedy where everyone is happy in the end and it all makes sense and all the problems are solved. It’s real. And I appreciated that, so very very much.
I was going through old posts and came across this, which I blogged a few days before I complained. And I am so glad I remembered because it reminded me of what might be my favorite partof the film. It is sad…it is heart-wrenching…I couldn’t even watch it again when I found it on YouTube. But…here’s a small taste of it. Please watch it. And please go see the movie if you can. And drop the expectations…as they often lead to…well…you know.
My Holga gave birth to some pretty picture babies.
Considering these first two rolls were test rolls and I am by no means a photographer, my shots came out really well. The first roll turned out to be B&W. I am not complaining, as I got some pretty great photos. And even the screw-up with the second roll (I had a 6x6 plate in the back, but my photos were set to 16 instead of 12) made for even more amazing photos. The man behind the counter even told me I did well for my first go. I am already nearing the end of my third roll and then I have to buy a bunch of new film. Can’t stop, it’s addicting!
On my birthday, as we were sitting at a cramped bar and playing 90s dance hits on the jukebox, a bunch of us decided that going to the roller rink would be an amazing idea. Tonight, we did it. I brought out my dusty ole rollerblades and dressed in some 80s gear (legwarmers included) to skate around in a circle all night to cheesy music.
Despite the fact that a sign on the door warned us the night’s festivities were best suited for those 15 and under, we still made the best of it…and I didn’t fall once.
So this is my Dofor the week. It doesn’t have to necessarily be roller skating. But I haven’t been since I was in elementary school. It was so fun to do something different for once and, even better, revert back to my childhood.
I just had this conversation with my boss. You never really grow up. And you never should. Stay in touch with that inner child. I’m still young, and it probably seems crazy to say this. But I never want to lose it. I always want to get excited over little things, and to find fun in something as basic as roller skating in a circle below a couple of disco balls.
Despite the amount of stress and worry I’ve been dealing with, I’ve steal been able to keep my chin up. I don’t know if I could’ve done it without the following things that have made me so happy…
The new Sync flavor of Vitaminwater, and the code for a free MP3 that’s printed on the cap.
Tomorrow (Today, Friday, whatevahhh) a bunch of us have a fun activity planned. I don’t want to spoil it because I have a feeling it’s going to be my DO of the week. Regardless, it’s a day off from work and I have tons of DVDs to watch and things to keep myself busy.
I am officially done with everything I had to do class-wise. Now I just have to cross my fingers and hope to God I actually do graduate. I will be extrememly sad if I can't. There are some financial issues that are blocking 6 much-needed credits and I am very upset about it. I've tried not to think about it that much, and I believe everything will work out and God will help me on this.
Anyway, I had a little bit too much fun last night, and it was, I believe, the 4th night within the past week that I stayed up until about 4 AM. Yes, the party don't stop til 4 in the mooooo-nin'. And I could've gone on and on but I'm dead today.
A few good things: 1) I have lawn seats with my lovely sister to see Paramore and No Doubt in NJ this summer! it only cost 15 bucks and we are bound to be dancing up and down in the grass. This pleases me. 2) I have accepted an invitation to an old friend's beach house for a couple days at the end of June with A LOT of people I really love and miss, mostly friends who have already graduated. 3) Though I am sad in a way because its bittersweet, I made a lovely new guy friend who unfortunately packed up for home today, but who I spent most of the...hmm...5 days we knew each other texting rediculously to one another and hanging out any chance we could. I love making new friends, I just wish I had had more time with all of the new people who have recently entered my life. 4)My sister came to visit on Sunday because she FINALLY got her driver's license on Saturday and we spent the day perusing things at the mall and eating Taco Bell and eventually exchanging music, music that I happen to love by the way!
There's so much more that I love right now than hate and feel stressed about. I'll be honest...not graduating with all of my friends, or being able to walk in Wachovia and such will be really disappointing. But its all in God's hands at this point. I have to hope the check gets cashed stat and the credits make it over in time...my deadline is next Tuesday. Pray for me, people! I just want the new chapter of my life to arrive and with a little bit of ease and dignity.
And speaking of great music...I love this song and I cannot get enough of it!
I haven't had much to say. Weather is still cool. And they turned the heat off here in Flood Hall, I'm assuming in honor of the first day of spring on Friday. Well, it was premature. Pretty sure the apartment is chillier than the outside.
I had a decent weekend. Drank a bunch of Blue Moon...delish. Saw I Love You, Man and loved it. Worked all night but hey! I made money.
I've been using a dance exercise DVD I bought last Wednesday and I am in love. It's hard to get myself to go to the gym, but with this, I just pop it in in my room at any time that I want and dance away! My heart pounds, I sweat, and its so worth it. I've been feeling good already, just knowing that I'm doing something.
Which is the whole point at the moment. No more pessimism. A new chapter of my life is being soon so I wanna make the best out of what I have now.
St. Patrick's Day, 2009. I do not follow this holiday. I was actually going to spend my 24 hours in a drunken stupor, which I've never done before. But I am 21, after all, and why the heck not? I'm a senior in college. But things came up...not so good things. So I'm trying to make the most of the day, and probably celebrating small, after everything has been accomplished. What can you do?
On a side note, I'm getting sad about my impending graduation. The springtime has always been the best time during my past 3...well, 4 now at school. But each has been different. I'm missing each of them. And wishing this one didn't feel so final.
More skirts and tights today! So happy.
Scarf -thrifted Striped Henley - Old Navy Gray pocket skirt - Pac Sun (same as black one yesterday) Burgundy stirrup tights - American Apparel Mocassins - old Payless
20-something girl, in love with love and weekends and sunshine. I adore blogs, Twitter, Tumblr, Pinterest, etc. I have 8 cameras (2 instant, 1 35 mm SLR, 1 DSLR, and 4 Lomography). Always looking to add more to the collection. I am obsessed with my iPhone and iPhoneography. I also love: thrift store (ok, any kind) shopping, floral prints, the magic hour, food, TV shows on DVD, reading, free time, and spending time with friends, family, and my boyfriend.
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