Mondays. Boo.

I don't understand why the weekend has to go by so damn fast.
I had a good, albeit crazy, weekend.
My sister came in to visit on Thursday and stayed until Saturday afternoon.
We showed her a good and dramatic (haha) time. I am hoping to post some pictures of that and her soon, when I get them in.
Basically, we watched Twilight (yes, I am a fan), went shopping, and stayed up late on Friday drinking and have a good ol' time.

Now I'm back here, without her and with time flying so fast and school work to focus on as the last month of my last year of college approaches (it begins Wednesday people)!
Ugh.

Something I feel the need to share is my passion for food.
I recently told anyone who reads this about my exercise dvd. It was neglected the two days my sister was here because we had an extra mattress pulled in my room on the floor and it took up space. No worries, I did the whole 50 minute dvd yesterday and felt great.
However, its hard to make any kind of progress when you give into temptation and find yourself going to both Wendy's and Taco Bell at 10:30 PM and spending money you really shouldn't on this and this and this and this. It was so comforting and delicious, though.
Which is exactly my problem. Yes, I love eating. But I do it ALL THE TIME. Even when I'm not hungry. And that isn't going to help, especially when I like the worst food ever! Healthwise.

Honestly, if I could, I would eat chicken wings (from Tommy's or Bart and Urby's probably), Super King Buffet Chinese, and Taco Bell all day every single effing day of my life. And I would be content.
But I would no long have the normal BMI or weight for my height and age. I wouldn't no longer fit into my size 1-2 pants, even though they are a little tighter these days. And I probably would not longer have a working heart.

I cannot diet or deprive myself. But I know I need to come up with a better hobby then fast food extraordinaire.

It's been a while.

I haven't had much to say.
Weather is still cool.
And they turned the heat off here in Flood Hall, I'm assuming in honor of the first day of spring on Friday.
Well, it was premature. Pretty sure the apartment is chillier than the outside.

I had a decent weekend. Drank a bunch of Blue Moon...delish. Saw I Love You, Man and loved it. Worked all night but hey! I made money.

I've been using a dance exercise DVD I bought last Wednesday and I am in love. It's hard to get myself to go to the gym, but with this, I just pop it in in my room at any time that I want and dance away! My heart pounds, I sweat, and its so worth it. I've been feeling good already, just knowing that I'm doing something.

Which is the whole point at the moment. No more pessimism. A new chapter of my life is being soon so I wanna make the best out of what I have now.

Damn.

I am by all means a straight young woman.
However, I am very susceptible to the girl crush.
I can appreciate a woman's beauty. Perhaps its because you are always scoping out the competition. But yes, I check out a girl and I can admit when they are hot, cute, beautiful...whatever.
Well...I just saw this on Perez. And it's hot.

Another Gorgeous Day

I hate that I don't know what to do with myself on such beautiful days.
A walk would be perfect, but it would be even better with someone to go with.
I'm about to go thrifting for a little, just stay out of the apartment and off campus until dinner time.
I finally wore my new AA frock.
I like it.
But I'm feelin' down and out on my looks.
Don't you hate feeling insecure?
I mean, when I like myself, no one can bring me down.
But the second I feel fat, ruddy, dry, or red, I'm a snap-able twig.

Frock - American Apparel
Leggings - Target

Amazing Song

I've been listening to it on repeat.
It makes me wanna fall in love.
And it is the perfect Spring transition song.

It's a Beautiful Day

St. Patrick's Day, 2009.
I do not follow this holiday.
I was actually going to spend my 24 hours in a drunken stupor, which I've never done before.
But I am 21, after all, and why the heck not?
I'm a senior in college.
But things came up...not so good things.
So I'm trying to make the most of the day, and probably celebrating small, after everything has been accomplished.
What can you do?

On a side note, I'm getting sad about my impending graduation.
The springtime has always been the best time during my past 3...well, 4 now at school.
But each has been different.
I'm missing each of them.
And wishing this one didn't feel so final.

More skirts and tights today! So happy.


Scarf -thrifted
Striped Henley - Old Navy
Gray pocket skirt - Pac Sun (same as black one yesterday)
Burgundy stirrup tights - American Apparel
Mocassins - old Payless

Monday Monday.

I don't like Mondays.
How cliche right?
I have one class, but having work at night always drags me down.
Especially since things are slowly starting to pick up weather wise.

Been thinking of this outfit for a while...this polka-dot leotard complete with snap-crotch has been sitting in my dresser since I purchased it at Volunteers of America (after a thorough washing, of course) and I've been dying to wear it. I'm obsessed with the idea of a leotard now. Which is why I still want this.

Leotard - thrifted
Sweater - Target
Skirt - Pac Sun (One of 4 I bought for 3 bucks a piece!)
Tights and Shoes - Wal-Mart